I
stumbled to the throne of grace this morning!... I got kicked in my faith!...I was thrown
down on top of my purpose!...drugged and dragged over scrutiny and the
sincerity of my heart!... while I laid there torn deep in deity!... surrounded
by difficulty!...promise whispered while tears welled my eyes and said!...I’ll
never leave you!...and I’ll never forsake you!... moments later!…I gingerly got
up!… grabbed Nehemiah 2:20 and
prayed!...God I need U right here!...
My Lord and Savior!...I come bowed at yur feet!...I
come with praises and a grateful heart!... for every second!...every
moment!...U spend with me!...the new day!...U provide brand new mercies!...
ever flowing grace!... and yur underserving love for me!...I trust U!...I love U!...U
carried me through my storms before!... I know U will carry me again!...U’ve
done countless wonders over my life before!...and I know!...U’re not going stop
now!... U get all the glory!...all the honor!...and my praise shall continue to
be in my mouth!...with outstretch arms!...I cry!.. unto thee my blessed
Savior!... God I need U right here!...let me prevail against my
stronghold!... strengthen my resolved!... unbound any disconcerting thoughts!...and
bring forth favor over my purposed journey!... mend shattered
relationships!...comfort any unintended hurtful words!...let my walk be greater
than my latter!...never!...ever!... to throw in the towel!...I know it’s only
for a little while!... wheew!… God I need U right here!...in the midst
of the rain!... in the midst of the hurt!...pain and distractions!...Lord
God!...they said I wouldn’t make it!...and U open doors!...they talked about
me!...Lord God!... I know I’m going to have ups!...I’m going to have
downs!...just like Nehemiah asked!...I’m asking for strength!...strength to
make it!...strength to take it!...I’m not going to worry!...I know U Lord
God!...U’re got a plan for me!... wheew!… when times are hard to see!...
I know U’re there!...U’re God never to be silent!...always with me when I don’t
know what to do!...when I couldn’t see my way!...Lord God!...when I couldn’t tell
my night from day!...I knew U where there!...U Lord God!...lead the way!...the
heartaches!...my fears!...Lord God!...U heard every tear!...Lord God!...I know
I have to suffer through my lack!...I know don’t have to face this walk
alone!... I serve a God of promise!...a God of grace!...and God that allows
weeping during the night!...but put joy in my morning!... wheew!…and
yet!...I’m still amazed!...amazed at yur greatness!...amazed at power!...my all
marvelous God!... God I need U right here!...in the midst of it all!...
by
the authority of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ!...the power is yurs!...so let
the glory be yurs!...my life is yurs!...in the fullness of yur grace!... I’m
asking U to keep me in yur presence!...in the precious name of Jesus!
Amen
