I
stumbled to the cross this morning!... I
got kicked in my faith!...I was thrown down on top of my purpose!...dragged and
drugged over scrutiny and the sincerity of my heart!... while I laid there torn
deep in deity!... surrounded by difficulty!...promise whispered while tears
welled my eyes and said!...I’ll never leave you!...and I’ll never forsake you!... moments later…I gingerly got up!…
grabbed Nehemiah 2:20 and prayed!...God I need U right here!...
My Lord and Savior!...I come bowed at yur feet!...I
come with praises and a grateful heart!... for every second!...every moment!...that
U spend with me!...the new day!...U provide brand new mercies!... ever flowing
grace!... and yur under serving love for me!... I trust U!...I love U!...U
carried me through my storms before!... and I know U will carry me
again!...U’ve done countless wonders over my life before!...and I know!...U’re
not going to stop now!... U get all the glory!...all the honor!...and my praise
shall continue to be in my mouth!...with outstretched arms!...I cry!.. unto thee
my blessed Savior!... God I need U right here!...let me prevail against
my stronghold!... strengthen my resolve!... unbound any disconcerting thoughts!...and
bring forth favor over my purposed journey!... mend shattered
relationships!...comfort any unintended hurtful words!...let my walk be greater
than my latter!...never!...ever!... to throw in the towel!...for I know it's
only for a little while!... wheew!… God I need U right here!...in the midst
of the rain!... in the midst the hurt!...pain and distractions!...Lord
God!...they said I wouldn’t make it!...and U open doors!...they talked about
me!...Lord God!.. I know I’m going to have ups!...I’m going to have
downs!...just like Nehemiah asked!...I’m asking for strength!...strength to
make it!...strength to take it!...I'm not going to worry!...I know U Lord God!...U
got a plan for me!... wheew!… when times are hard to see!... I know U’re
there!...U’re God never to be silent!...always with me when I didn’t know what
to do!...when I couldn’t see my way through!...Lord God!...when I didn’t know
my night from day!...I knew U were there!...U Lord God!...lead the way!...the
heartaches!...my fears!...Lord God!...U heard every tear!...Lord God!...I know
I have to suffer through my storm!...I know I got to face this walk alone!...but
I serve a God of promise!...a God of grace!...and God that allows weeping only during
the night!...but put joy in my morning!... wheew!… and yet!...I’m still
amazed!...I’m amazed at yur greatness!...I’m amazed at yur power!...U’re an all
Marvelous God!... God I need U right here!...in the midst of it all!...
By
the authority of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ!...the power is yurs!...so let
the glory be yurs!...my life is yurs!...in the fullness of yur grace!... I’m
asking U to keep me in yur presence!...in the precious name of Jesus!
Amen
