There was storm!... there was my fall!... and there was my pain!... I was hit with them all!... I even asked!... Lord my Jesus!... what have I’ve done to receive this wrath!... my day before yesterday was not even close to what I went through yesterday!... I ask!... is this a test!... and then I said!... do whatever U must do Lord Jesus!... hurry up and take me out of this mess!... I kicked the can!... I looked down my path and saw my wrath!... saw more torment headed my way!... Jesus I cried!... forsake me not!... for I’m yur faithful servant!... I know that U will place no more than I can bear!... I made sure!... my bags pack!... and bible in hand!... I’m going be ready!... my prayers day and night!... whatever I do!... I’ll get it right!... no regret!... or shame!... Lord Jesus!... once I surrender I won’t dare look back!... I’m ready to move forward in faith!... and patiently await yur answer what will be sight beyond what I can see!... U Lord Jesus!... U know what’s best for me!... prepare my mind!... prepare my heart for whatever comes!... I’m going to be ready!... Lord my Jesus!... I know it may not look good!... but it works for my good!... I just tripped again!... and hurt some more!... U gave me the strength to pass any test!... and this is why!... I feel so blessed!... Lord Jesus!... with U in control!... I can’t go wrong!... I did things I wanted to do!... I lost everything!... but I still had U!... U blessed me!... renewed everything in my hand!... U wrapped yur loving arms of care around me!... guided me!... when I wanted to step off the path!... my needs U cared for!... my lack turned into more than enough!... U showed me yur grace!... and renewed my life!... I thank U Lord Jesus!... for all U do and about to do!... I thank U for yur love!... for when I’m all alone!... I know if no one else does!... I know U care!... this I testify!... how good U have been to me!... even my when my friends passed be by!... but U showed me!... I was so broke down!... mercy and yur grace!... yes Lord Jesus!... someone like me!... U extend yur kindness!... and love for me!... even though I didn’t deserve it!... U did it for me!... Lord Jesus!... give me strength to pass any test!... Lord Jesus!... U’re in control!... and I so much love that U are!... I know I’m so blessed!... wheew!...
Now may the Grace of God!... the Love of Christ!... with the sweet communion of His Holy Spirit!... Rest!... Rule!... and Abide in us!... all of our Father’s children!... for now!... and forevermore!... until we can gather again!... I trust that U will go before us and take us to the next level!... in the Most Powerful!... Matchless name of Christ Jesus!... for this I pray!...
Amen