I tried it my way!... I have kicked the can!... and saw no improvement!... I even tried some shortcuts that I thought would advance my position!... I fell from where I started and the look did not feel so good!... shame took over for I knew better!... but!... the lies I believed!... conceived to be true!... even the steps I took!... had repercussions!... immediately I change to intervein and I starter at my place of comfort!... here on my knees!... blessing our God!... to help me please!... I thought I knew what I was during!... but that was far from truth!... so I grabbed Psalm 139 at 23!... it goes like this!... Search me GOD and know my heart!... treat me and know my anxious thoughts!... See if there is any offensive way in me and lead me in the way everlasting!... Now!... you see!... I had some roots that ran deep!... and I let them take a hold of my life!... they took control of my life!... and in yur presence Lord God!... I could feel U digging all the roots up!... U heal my wounds!... all I said!... was hallelujah!... look what U’ve done!.... U Lord Jesus!... U spoke yur truth into the lies that led my heart to believe!... look at me now!... look how U have made me new!... the enemy did everything he could do!... Oh!... but look what U’ve done!... suddenly all my shame is gone!... I thought I was too broken and now I see!.. my praises now!... are for the new ground!... U broke for me!... standing in yur presence!... rite here!... I can feel U digging all my roots up!... healing my wounds!... look what U’ve done in me!... U spoke yur truth into the lies that let my heart believe!... on the cross!... in a grave!... with a stone rolled away!... when I faced the fire!... when storms raced across the sea!... U placed my feet on the peaceful shores!... and let me all my debt was paid!... I rest with the comforts of my desire!... Lord Jesus!... it feels good!... I got my arms lifted!... waving my hand!... look what U’ve done in me!... U spoke and made me new!... remember!... I was torn apart!... kicked with disappointment!... rolled and scarred!... in my heart!... in my mind!... in my soul!... in my life Lord Jesus!... with my hands lifted!... I’m giving praises!... for look what U’ve done!... wheew!...
Now may the Grace of God!... the Love of Christ!... with the sweet communion of His Holy Spirit!... Rest!... Rule!... and Abide in us!... all of our Father’s children!... for now!... and forevermore!... until we can gather again!... I trust that U will go before us and take us to the next level!... in the Most Powerful!... Matchless name of Christ Jesus!... for this I pray!...
Forever and ever Amen!...