I’ve been hurt so many times!... kicked and sometimes torn apart!... my last hurt I was kicked in the face!... and it was hard to turn my cheek!... thoughts of “get back” and “remorse” gathered around!... yea I had been here before… but I was hit in the gut!... and the outlook for the day!... was grim and dim!... all I could do!... was to cry those silent tears!... my only turn was down on my knees!... and pray to U Lord God!... for I know that U!... would hear my silent tears!... Lord hear my cry!... my hurt on the inside!... feels tuff!... and not easy to let it out!... the lump in my throat or the unease of the moment!... it’s hard to share because!... it seems everyone got their own problems!... so it’s me alone!... but I know U Lord God!... U hear my silent tears!... now those times I’ve been hurt by a lie!... a rumor!... even church folks!... and my look is not to let them know it hurts!... those unkind words!... or the ugly comment they thought it was humor!... but it hurt!... on the inside I was about to burst!... I knew there was no one I could tell!... but Jesus!... my God!... hear's my silent tears!... and it’s Him!... that will hold me in my midnight hours!... Lord my God!... Holy and so Wonderful U are!... U’re so great!... and so wonderful to be praised!... I’m here broken!... and I know by the time I get up from my knees!... U will have put me back together again!... I came looking for yur love and kindness!... and U extended yur grace and blessings for my new day!... my yesterday I was dragged and drugged!... through my field of lack!... when I was ready to leave my field!... that when I saw!... my arms were filled with more than I could carry!... my hurt was there!... and I kept to myself!... my joy!... I shared!... Philippian’s 1-21!... for me to live is Christ!... and to die is gain!... He knows my sorrows!... He knows pain!... He’s my Jehovah Salon!... my peace!... Yes He will!... He knows!... He’s Omnipresence!... weeping may endure for the night!... but there’s joy in the morning!... it Jesus that gives the light!... for my day!... He moves all the darkness out my way!... and leads me!... leads me by the words of His promise!... never to leave me!... and never to forsake me!... not only He keeps me!... but He heals me!... He knows my sorrows!... He knows what gets in my way!... my tears!... He hears my silent tears!... Lord I love U!... all that U do!... I love that too!... U keep making ways out of no way!... U wrapped me in yur loving arms for my protection!... U take me around and bypass!... the danger roads for my protection!... and when I arrive at my destination!... its U I give praise for favor over the arrows pointed in my direction!... my cry is hope!... because I see U’re there!... my cry is thankfulness!... because U’ve always been by my side!... never leaving me!... giving me comfort and my desire!... picking me up when I fall down!... and placing my feet on solid ground!... He knows!... wheew!...
Now may the Grace of God!... the Love of Christ!... with the sweet communion of His Holy Spirit!... Rest!... Rule!... and Abide in us!... all of our Father’s children!... for now!... and forevermore!... until we can gather again!... I trust that U will go before us and take us to the next level!... in the Most Powerful!... Matchless name of Christ Jesus!... for this I pray!...
Forever and ever Amen!...
