Just for me!... Lord my King!... my Righteous King!... U keep making a way for me!... many doors U’ve closed just for me!... there’re times U will say no!... so I’ll be tested in yur fire to purify my desires!... my eyes!... my heart!... are stayed on U!... so my blessings won’t be just for me!... there have been times!... I was so caught up in myself!... I couldn’t see!... I had to realize the world does not revolve around me!... the storms are in yur will!... for U show me I can feel what others feel!... honestly it don’t feel good!... but growing never does!... it don’t seem fair!... Lord God!... let me move ahead!... let the way I take!... have ease on both sides!... with blessings at the end when I get there!... if necessary pain is the ingredient for change!... Lord I ask!... let me be there!... even when my life is bittersweet!... I know it’s working just for me!... the past were the moments I missed!... because I chose not to wait patiently!... before every mistake!... Lord God!... U provide the same amount of grace!... God I bless U!... I hold to the highest of my thoughts!... giving U the honor and praise!... U so rightly deserve!... for it U that kept my blessing waiting just for me!... trusting in yur timing is not easy!... but this I will say!... there’s no other place I want to be!... what I want is not always what I need!... but the times I forgot!... U’re God!... and I am not!... and honestly!... Lord God!... it don’t feel good!... yes!.. growing never does!... but it still don’t feel good!... I know it works for my good!... it don’t seem fair!... and U called it fair!... but if necessary pain is the ingredient for my change to take place!... even when life may be bittersweet!... it’s working for my good!... I’m being broken!... and my heart is like!... how now I’m growing like!... it was painful!... it don’t feel good!... and again Lord God!... it works for my good!... growing never does!... not even fair!... but I accept the necessary pain as the ingredient for change!... it works for me!... wheew!... just for me!...
Now may the Grace of God!... the Love of Christ!... with the sweet communion of His Holy Spirit!... Rest!... Rule!... and Abide in us!... all of our Father’s children!... for now!... and forevermore!... until we can gather again!... I trust that U will go before us and take us to the next level!... in the Most Powerful!... Matchless name of Christ Jesus!... for this I pray!...
Forever and ever Amen!...
