My new day is here!... let me be honest!... I don’t have the answers!... immediately I’m on my knees!... I tossed and turned over my horrible midnight!... I’m just here trusting U my God!... why would I think that I can handle this alone!... when so many things in my life were going wrong!... the people I loved made promises!... and others they didn’t keep!... I should have known better!... I tried to do better!... it was no one but me to blame!... I prayed!... I prayed!... and I prayed some more!... the times my faith wasn’t there!... but U were Lord God!... and U told me U cared!... even in the nights that I didn’t feel safe!... or in my pain that I can’t explain!... So!... Lord my God!... I’m just here trusting U my God!... standing and believing every word of yur promise!... I’m holding on!... yes I’m holding on!... I won’t give up because I know U won’t give up on me!... the times when my faith got weak!... and the tears made it hard for me to sleep!... when things didn’t go my way!... I wanted to stop!... and give up!... in my pride I refused to pray!... I should have been talking to U!... but I was talking to everybody else!... I bowed here!... humbled with my heavy heart!... praying to U!... to stand by me Lord God!... standby me this day!... let no harms or disappointments pass over me!... everything that comes my way!... will be yes!... and amen!... my focus and my goal!... will be to place my trust in U!... when it don’t look good!... I’m trusting U!... when it don’t feel good!... I’m trusting U!... I will believe every word U promised me!... and I’m going to hold on!... hold on to yur unchanging hand!... and when life seems out of control!... or dark and there’s no way out!... I’m going to be still!... and know that U Lord God!... U’re still in control!... I may have some tears!... hurt and pain!... I just have to be still!... U’re still in control!... not to try it on my own!... or work around with a shortcut!... I just have to be still!... if there’s a storm!... I have to be still!... when the mountain looks high or the valley is dry!... I have to be still!... and even if U don’t!... it’s not because U can’t!... U know more than I know!... U’re still in control!... U know what’s best for me!... U know the way I should take!... and when I start out Lord God!... this I pray!... please lead my way!... wheew!...
Now to Him who is able to strengthen you according to my gospel and the preaching of Jesus Christ!... according to the revelation of the mystery that was kept secret for long ages but has now been disclosed and through the prophetic writings has been made known to all nations!... according to the command of the eternal God!... to bring about the obedience of faith!... to the only wise God be glory forevermore through Jesus Christ!
Amen
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