After everything I’ve been through!... I’m not destroyed!

Decisions!... decisions!... this is what I decided!... and that was to decide how I really want to live!... and then say no to everything else that isn’t that!... The smallest act of kindness is worth more than the grandest of intentions!... when life throws you a rainy day!... play in the puddles!... never regret a day in your life!... good days provide happiness!... and bad days provide experience!... worse days provide valuable lessons for life!... the best days provide us with fond memories!... we touch other people lives simply by existing!... God my Heavenly Father!... I come to bless yur name!... I come to give honor and I come to praise U Lord God!... not only for what U have done in my life!.. but most of all for who U are!... So good U are Lord God!... the storms may come and all the battles won!... by yur good!... Lord God!... I carry the weight of my day!... heavy burdens!... the do’s and the why not!... and I take them all Lord God!... to U!... so that U!... decide the best foot forward!... U Lord God!... U guide my feet!... U placed promise and purpose at my every step!... the storms may come!... the battles are won!... and win them all!... U’re so good!... strong and mighty!... So loved by me!... and U never let go!... my yesterdays at times were distant!... I got lost and had made wrong turns!... U Lord God!... guided my way!... through the bumps and the grind!... the sweet!... yur Sweet Holy Spirit!... had all the time!... and was always there!... protecting me!... guiding me!... through the toils and through my emptiness!... for U Lord God!... lifted me up!... encouraging me!... to hold on to yur unchanging hand!... Lor God!... that’s why I am excited about the new day!... U’re here with me!... as U’ve always been!... Lord God!... creator of the whole universe!... and I feel so close to U!... when my heart was crushed and I could barely breathe!... I thought I was at my capacity!... afraid!...  and U Lord God!... my comfort came knowing U can make a way!... Lord God!... I prayed!... please take over!... when life has me down!...  Lord God!... I may be cast down!... but thank U Lord God!... for keeping me!... U healed my pain!... when the sickness of my day came!... U turned it all to joy!... and I loved U more!... not that it was ever any less!... but just to know U Lord God!... U’re always there!... at the darkest of the deep!... burdens heavy!... no easy to be seen!... U Lord God!... U pulled me aside!...  whispered in my ear!... U’ll never leave me!... and never forsake me!... U’re always there with me!... I cried real tears!... I so believe His words!... even when I’m hurting!... U’re there to comfort me!... when life wants to mess with my mind!... when the days feel long and I don’t want to go further!… and the toil of the day wants to break me!... Lord God!... I know U’re by my side!... gets heavy sometimes!... dirt thrown in my face!... my peace is challenged!... and yur whisper Lord God!... U speak to my heart!... U speak to my body!... U tell me everything will be okay!... after everything I’ve been through!... I’m not destroyed!... wheew!

Yes The grass may wither!... over my nights!...  Lord God!... keep yur peace and understanding over me!... U my Almighty and Holy Father!... I’m asking that U please forgive me of my sins!... I acknowledge them to U!... and I am sorry for committing them!... Please bless and empower me as I seek to turn my life toward U!... live passionately for U!... and bring U glory!... My Lord and King!... it’s through my rain!... my reckoning!... and knowing U Christ my Savior!... U’re at the table!... by the Grace of my God!... and by Yur love!... who is my Lord and my everything!... I thank U for what U are doing in my life!... and about to do!... like Paul said!... when I’m weak!... U my God!... U’re strong!... I ask that U give me strength to carry on!... and forevermore!... until we can gather again!... I trust that U will go before us and take us to the next level!... in the Most Powerful!... Matchless name of Christ Jesus!... for this I pray!...

Forever and ever Amen!...